My first "show"

After 3 nights OT in a row, finally I could finish the training presentation material. Actually it's not really that perfect, just enough for the training only.

When I saw the contents added, I really doubted that if I had time to finish it within 2 hours. And now it's proven that I couldn't. I thought my 'daymare' is over, but it seems I still need to go through the "second round".

From the experience in my first presentation when I was still in college, the response and feedback from the audiences do affect your performance. In the morning session, all the people looked so serious, some of them even gave me a 'examiner' look, like judging me during my presentation. It was a really scary and awful moment until I found myself spoke incoherently, sometimes I didn't even know what did I say, especially when I saw the doubt faces in front of me.

The afternoon session is better, I was less stressful maybe because our 'big bosses' were not there, and they really gave me a positive response.

I don't really like public speaking, even if the audience is the people I know or close with, or how many people are there listen to me. I still have so much things to learn, and furthermore, this could be a good chance for me to really think about my career path, whether I want to go on with this, or find a better way for me.

But now what I need to concern about is my 'second round', I can expect there will be another stressful moment for me again.

Giving up~~

It's really a big headache for me.... especially I need to read a tons of materials and then come out with organized and summarized information. Gosh~~ it's really not an easy job!

So little children, listen to jie jie, envy is really a bad attitude that will only harm yourself. If I'm not too eager to get myself up to a level, I won't be taking so much responsibilities and burden with me, moreover, rewards are not guaranteed.

I admit that I didn't spend 100% of my time on my work, but I just get much stressful when it's getting late and still so much thing need to be done and there are still many empty pages. I can't really reconcile myself to a lifetime losers in my career, but I start to think about, it must be my attitude that stop me from growing up. I'm still trying to pull myself together, hopefully I can come out with 'something' tomorrow.

Car radiator

Since the frightful experience I had in the morning, I really think of buying a car. One of the very important things of a car is the cooling system, especially in a tropical country like Malaysia, you always need to drive or leave your car under the burning sun. Putting on a window film to block the sun heat or ultraviolet is one way to keep your car cool and has the sun protection.

Or you can choose to set up a radiator, it’ll help you to transfer out the heat from inside of your car. There are so many different types of radiators which suit different car models, Ford Radiator is one of them. Choose the best that suit your car, will also keep your car in good condition for long term.

Morning shock

I was almost knocked by the crazy bus driver in the morning, when I rushed to the front door after the bus approached. I don't know if he's really so stupid or did it purposely, as a bus driver, he should know that within this period there are a lot of passengers, especially foreign workers. But still, they tends to come late, and somemore did something dangerous to us, for example, dangerous driving.

I was stopped at one moment, but suddenly stepped on the accelerator, the bus suddenly move to the front, and I was just right in front of it, luckily he quickly stepped on the break again. But I still had a sudden shock. The driver apologized to me after we stopped at the bus station, but asked me to be more careful next time.

The fear is still lingering in my mind, actually it's quite dangerous when you have to rush with a crowd of graceless people, not only you might get hurt, you are still exposing yourself to the pick pockets. I really need to think of getting my own transport rather than afraid of the same thing might happen again.

What happened to me?

When I saw the list, my first reaction was "Oh, Shxx!" I've made a mistake again.
My friend has asked me to place an order for him, I said yes to him and even informed him "Done" after a few mins, but actually I didn't do anything. I was so ignorant that I didn't really find out later, until I saw the list after I informed him that the food delivery has arrived.

I don't know how much "sorry" I should say to him because of me, he has missed his chicken rice for lunch. I've becoming quite forgetful recently, maybe it's caused by 'too much youtube' or really not enough sleep at night. Of course sometimes I feel a bit stress when too many responsibilities come to me at the same time and yet not really all of them has something in return. I really need to pull myself together before he 'lost' his chicken rice again. =.="

Your feet protection

If you are active in sports, you probably have chance to wear sport shoes during your activities. You might have suffered from getting a blister on your feet; its painful feeling might have affected your enjoyment of the sports activities especially it usually takes few days to recover.

Picking a good quality Foot Care Product can help you to prevent blister on feet that mainly caused by tight shoes, or heavy workouts. Just a small patch can protect your skins, and heals your wound where blister is on, also relief your pain. There is no need to afraid about blisters again, you can now totally enjoy your exercise.

Late at night

It's already 12:23am in the midnight. Actually I should have gone to bed much earlier before because actually I have to get up early in the morning to catch the bus. I have to be in the bus station before 6.30am. Surprised? Maybe you'll curious on what time I work. 9am. You must be mouth wide opened right now. You might be more shocked if I told you my office just 1/2 hour driving distance from my house.

Why I have to suffer for all these time-consuming travels everyday to work? The reason is just simple, I don't have a car. That's why my friends keep pushing me to buy a car, of course there is another advantage -- nobody has to drive me back home when gathering at night time anymore.

I've explained to many friends why I still not own a car, but even now I couldn't really convinced myself. It might not be reasonable enough for not buying a car. If it's just for my own convenience, I should have bought one long ago. Buying a car is really not economical in this country, yet almost all the people around me has their own one. So now whenever I was asked the question again, I'll answered, "Yes, yes, I'm going to buy one in the near future." Who knows when will be the 'near future' comes?