I would say that the BEST time in my career was those days when I was back in CRM.
I was extremely PROUD when I was in the team. Far more prouder and more fulfilled than I am now.
The problem is, now things never go well but unfortunately you don't know what went wrong.
I used to start with fresh and blank, from someone who made mistakes always and couldn't answer most of the questions. But when time went by, I slowly picked up everything and ended up I got all kinds of the recognition. I was happy and satisfied, although I didn't really get any promotion.
That time, things are more straightforward. You can solve the problem, people will happy.
I can enjoy my private moments, don't care about the negative things happened around me, do my work and get my users happy, then I'm happy.
But now, whatever you do there are people not happy and these unhappy people will ruin your life.
Is that something I need to go through as a sign of "growth"?
Why I have to come across all these?
I thought I have went through all the difficult time, but it's obvious that I'm too naive.
That time, those happy people are the one who supported me throughout my difficult time.
Now, unhappy people are ruining my life.
I believe that I didn't do anything wrong.
I don't need to be on the top, but now if you don't want to go on top, you will be kicked to the bottom. What the shit is that?
For me, all this while I just want to do my job, but it seems that it's not enough.
What should I do next and how would I overcome this?
This is one of the motivations that I got in my BEST time. I never got such compliments since then.And things getting worse then I have to strive so hard but still couldn't get to the minimum I'm required to be. I will keep this as my motivation, I don't know how long I can hold up myself in here, but I will try.
