I can't tell what this feeling is like... I have been working non-stop for the past decades, I think since my second job as a sub-editor, I have changed jobs back to back, or just a few days of break. Then now... suddenly I feel like I don't know where to go.
This is the situation I have never thought of.... it's like when you have been continously walking and suddenly there is no road in front of you, just a plain ground.... or you are in a cross junction, you don't know which path you should choose.
I keep on telling myself, just take a break, think well then proceed. But, I'm really lost now and I can't help to feel anxious, what is my future?
This is the last moment of my laptop when I returned it to IT. I even forgot to take down what's the model... 😅
This is the last desk I sat on
Bye~~
今天是我作为一个有工作的人的最后一天。明天开始我就是无业游民了 😆
虽说我一直以来的心态都很平稳淡定，但还是难免会有一点点失落和无助。
我看不到我的未来，我不知道我该往哪儿去，我不知道我接下来应该要做什么。
从2001年开始工作到现在已经工作了24年，除了第一份工是裸辞在家待了三个月之后，接下来就是不间断地工作，即使是换工作也几乎是无缝衔接，可能中间休息几天，一直都是找到新的工作之后才离开，一直到现在突然好像一条线从中间断掉了，不知道何去何从。
我一直是一个乐观的人，即使面对生离死别，我也从未让自己崩溃过。而现在的情况对我来说，更多的是无助。
我很怕让自己停下来，因为我这个人很懒，一旦停下来了就不会再往前走了。
就像我现在很难让自己12点之前睡觉10点之前醒来一样。
不过，我一直相信天无绝人之路。只要不绝望，总会有出路。
一直以来，我的事业之路都会有贵人相助，而我，在等待我的贵人的同时，尽量做好一切准备，无论是工作上的还是心理上的。
祝福我，祝福大家。💗
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