Problem

I knew that she's been under stress for quite long: household, financial, work, life...... she's so optimistic that has been overcome the stresses all these years. Yes, she's simple-minded, yet she's also so simple that she can't really think deep and find out a way to get away from all the conflicts and gossips.

She tries to get my help, but frankly, I really don't know what I can help. She's the one who in the environment, and nobody else can help her if she doesn't find a way out. The best way to avoid gossips is never listen to it, but then she still wants to hear about it and yet easily get affected and emotional on it. Why for if you knew that you'll feel hurt and unhappy and you still wanna listen?

We have been trying to give her so much advices and helps all these years, but still she keeps her own mind and unchanged. Who can help her if she didn't help herself and listen to us.

Now I just leave her alone, and let her calm herself down. Sometimes we just need some time to think alone.

My first drive to work

I admit that, I'm still new to become a single driver. 'Single' for me meaning that nobody especially my dad is beside me. It's a bit 'scary' driving alone, especially when others around are all skillful drivers. Of course, 'skillful' mean to me is that, no matter what the road sign of speed limit is, their 'average speed' will always be 100 km/h, without hitting anything.

It was really a great adventure for me, the most 'scary' part was in a junction, I decided not to slow down behind a slow motorcyclist, and I ended up cutting into the opposite way, and there was a car approaching me in a rather short distance. Fortunately I was able to turn back to my lane, it was so close! And after that I decided, no matter how slow the front vehicle is, I still have to stick in my own lane, otherwise I'll get another 'adventure' again.

Luckily I was able to get back safe from my 'adventure'. I'll still be driving in coming 2 weeks, hopefully I'll have a safe and pleasant journey.

Three Kingdoms

It's quite hard to write the review in English, coz it's a Chinse movie. The story is based on a Chinese and history, or more like a legend, which happened for more than a thousand years ago.

I watched the movie with my brother, but because of I was late, we were only able to get the very front seats. It wasn't a great experience actually, that might be the reason why it affected my preference on this movie.

The whole story actually is surrounding one of the famous military general for Shu -- Zhao Yun (Zhao Zi Long), others are just minor roles. The good thing is, it's not really that bloody.

New LCD monitor

If it wasn't because of the screen went off suddenly 2 days ago, my brother wouldn't have decided to buy a new one, furthermore, LCD.

I'm sorry but have to admit that, even though I'm a IT-graduated, but in terms of hardware, it's my weakest part (software also very bad... :P). My brother did involve me when doing research on selecting the best model. But even if I've tried my best to read through the specs, I'm still not really know them...

Now we got a new LCD monitor at home, and my brother actually didn't ask me for share or pay for it... hehe... but still, as it's not under my property, so I will not have much 'control' or 'right' on it. Anyway, as long as it's at home, I still can use it during weekdays.

Samsung LCD 743NX

My second drive

My second drive. Passenger: my mum, sis and boy2 again. Destination: Balakong Taman Impian Ehsan. Purpose: bring products to a customer.

My dad just had his cataract surgery, so he can't drive for at least 2 weeks, can't even go out. So I have to be the one who drive them out.

There was a few "shouts" along the way (:P), but trust me, I believe that practice makes perfect. They'll trust on me someday... hehe!

My first drive

Of course this is not actually the first ever driving alone experience in my life. I still remember, the first time I drove alone (without my dad by my side actually) was driving my friend home, just a few streets away, not far. But driving for my family, without the 'guidance' from my dad, really, it's the first time.

My dad was having some other things to do, my brother too. So I be the one who took the responsibility to drive them out for shopping. The passenger: my mum, my sis and boy boy (my nephew).

This one certainly is not something that can be proud of, but for me, it's my first breakthrough. I believe that in the future, I'll have more opportunities to drive alone.

Drug Reference in PDA

Do you know that many of the physicians actually own a PDA? With the high-end technology nowadays, they can even check their prescription by using their PDA to check for the drug information. The best thing is, now they can get free drug reference for blackberry from the web.

This free drug reference is just launched for Blackberry, they can download the drug guide from the web, and check for their drug dosing, side effects and so on, and now the physicians can enhance their medical treatment with this full and sufficient information, and also, to help the patients go get better treatment.

This announcement was paid for by Epocrates.