Monday, March 11, 2013

Updates

My friend just reminded me that, I haven't updated my Blogger for quite a while.

Since I'm too "addicted" to FB nowadays, and not really active in paid posts anymore, don't really feel like wanna update my blog.

So, it's time to come back and leave some footprints.

My team, is having resource constraints now, especially this month. My best mentor is leaving to another department, one member in maternity leave, one member has moved to another business unit, one is not really healthy these days, one is taking over my mentor's jobs, so she is VERY busy. The new guy, not coming yet.

I feel a bit lost recently. I know I should be very busy since only 2 1/2 of us are really on the field. But, just don't feel any spirit and energy to work. I know I'll be drained out again at the end of the month, but really, I don't feel any motivation and instead, it's demotivating me. I don't see my future in here, I don't know how can I overcome it, I don't even know how long can we stay.

Next month, hopefully next month we'll have a better life after the pretty mom comes back and the new guy is fully loaded and can start to fight. I have to be more independent in the future, but how much I can take, I'm still doubt of that.

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