As I always think, my career path has never been smooth. For some position, others can just take it without any difficulty, some even beg them to take the role. For me, I always need to work harder and harder, but still just step up a little bit. Anyhow, I still feel grateful in these 4 years, I at least got something in my hands. All my efforts and hardworks are recognized in some aspects.
Some asked me, why I still want to stay after so much disappointment. For me, one reason is I'm actually quite a lazy person. I'm lazy to do the job hunting, I'm lazy to attend interviews and answer questions. I'm lazy to go to a new environment and learn everything from the beginnng...
Another thing is, I had put so much effort and work on this team, I'm one of the 'pioneers' of this team, we built up the team, we learnt all the skills and knowledge then teach the others. Every single document in the KB, every emails that we sent out, all with our blood, sweat and tears... we have gone through so much challenge, but at last, the team almost collapse. This is sad. I just... don't want to give up.
After the meeting, I feel more doubt and puzzled. I really don't know what's ahead of me. Starting from next week, I will take a new challenge. L decided to stay, but will work part-time (half day) for one month. But S is sure to go. I have to learn to make decision by my own, try not to make any mistake, learn to take more responsibilities, and of course, time management and task management.
Am I really capable to handle all these?
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真的很难想像，我这一天是怎么过来的。早上在新村看政府医生，下午匆匆吃个面就载了爸妈一起去KL同善，一直搞到5点才回家。然后，我“爽爽”地又去了一趟IOI City Mall买爸爸吃的五谷粉、血压计，“顺便”给自己买了一个我一直很想买却嫌贵的袋子犒劳自己。 一天下来，身心都很疲...
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妈， 忘了从哪一年开始，我每一年的生日都会请假在家，陪着您还有爸爸还有BoyBoy一起去逛街吃饭。我们的庆祝方式永远都不豪华，也不热闹。只是一家人吃个饭逛个街我也觉得很幸福。 今年，是我第42年庆祝生日，却也是第一次你们都没有在的一年。去年我们曾经说过，今年我的生日刚好落...
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I received a lot of wishes from FB today. I'm grateful about that, really thanks for their greeting and wishes. One friend of mine to...
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