Stay calm...

I tried to make myself calm and take it easy. Finally, I've plucked up my courage to speak out my opinion to my manager. It's not an easy steps, he might not notice that actually I was shivering. I'm not used to talk with people about such serious thing, but in order not to make me regret in the future, it's time for me to express myself rather than sitting silently in my cubicle. I'll just end up being gradually invisible or become a martian here.

I'm still not feeling quite 'comfortable' or relief here, but at least I've made the first step. From now on it's still depends on my luck and how my manager will react on it. Sometimes thing are not really fair to everybody, but you have to step up and fight for your own good.